i absolutely LOVE my boyfriend to death! I just want to run away with my boyfriend and live happily ever after.
Why can't ANYTHING be easy? Someone make me famous. LOL. Or make me win the lottary or somethingggg!! Let me tell you, SATURDAY NIGHT @ MANSION NIGHTCLUB was insane. I was absolutely insanely DRUNK out of my mind thanks to all those shots poured down my throat! Nonetheless, I had a fantabulous time =) Thanks babe! thank you Lord for blessing me with another year and for surrounding me with people that love me and have positive energy. I am absolutely grateful for everything... it's my birthday and i can cry if i want to, but i won't lol Just before I try to get some sleep, like 2 hours or so, I would just like to talk about one very special person in my life. If you know him, or actually let me say this…if you know his good side, you know that he’s the most intellectual, the most inspiring and the most dedicated person in the whole wide world. If you know his bad side and have seen the WORST in him then you’ve probably suffered a severe concussion, broken face or better yet crippled.But let me tell you this, this person has the biggest heart. He’s been through so much that his stories will make you cry, laugh, wonder and cry some more. He’s real you know. If one day you find your best friend, your soul mate, your better half, I want you to keep them close and never let them go. People say that there is no such thing as “Mr.Right” and I’m sure there isn’t such thing, but there is such thing as “Mr.Right For Me”. You know, you have to know when someone is real, when someone cares, when someone wants to be with you forever, it’s not a quick thing to realize. You have to be able to learn from your mistakes and make things 10x bigger and better. I know I’ve learnt a lot from the past and I’m damn sure about how I feel now. This person means the world to me. He takes care of me and does everything in his power to put a simple smile on my face. Where in the world will you be able to find someone like that? I for a fact consider myself lucky; lucky to have found you, lucky to have you loving me, lucky to have you in my life. He’s mine and no one can ever take him away from me. There is no one that can ever come close to how I feel about him and I’ve never been so sure in my life. Who knew this would ever happen? No one. This one person in my life has been the greatest person ever. This one person in my life is the only person in my heart. This one person in my life is the only person I can’t live without. This one person in my life is the only person I truly do love. This one person is my life.

“Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.” baby, you and i will never ever be apart. i'm so sorry that i had to get angry at you like that and say the stupidest things ever that you know i will never ever say again. you're right, when people get mad, they forget about all the love that you have and forget about every single thing that has happened. i've never felt so mad at you ever and i'm sure this was the first time you actually got really angry at me =( i never ever want to feel that i've lost you or is about to lose you and i know you definitely don't want that either. we've been through SO much these past 10 months and we have so many plans together =) there is NO way anyone can EVER break us apart. you're my rock, you're my lover, you're my bestfriend, you're my other better half, you're my everything.

there is no way that you and i will ever be apart. i can't take it. it hurts even thinking about it but i know that we'll always find "common ground" like you said. no matter what we go through you and i will be able to make it; ALWAYS. i'm sorry for being such a stubborn brat and i'm sorry you have to go through that, haha. but i love you with all my heart and there ain't no one that can and EVER will take you place. babe, i love you so much, i'm ready. you and i. we can make it, forever.

i love you so much

ps, happy 10 months babylove! BOO, I'm staying home today to study and finish my assignments. I have to do my psychology proposal for my essay which is due on monday and type out some other careers homework. On top of that, I have to read 4 chapters from my psychology textbook for my MAJOR THEORY TEST #1 on monday! AYE. So much to do and I'm working tomorrow so I can't do anything besides studying again. *SIGHHH! ...shooot meeee noooooow, I'M DEAD BEAT TIRED already and it's only 1. I have an hour break before hitting up another 3 hour lecture, fuck nutrition. *sigh. Can't wait to get home and head to baba's place to eat and nap a bit before I go to work at 9. I'm so sure I'll be out at 2am in the morning, truuuuuust.

I'm so hungryyyy, maybe I should sleep a bit? AYYEEEEE NAKO PO.

BABE I MISS YOU =( Okay this is honestly my like 4th template? Hahaha I've gone through so many changes, there's just so many cute layouts out there! AYE! Anyways, my freaaaakking birthday is honestly in mo'effin ONE WEEK! BUPBUP! I can't wait. Actually, I'm sorta bummed that I have to go to school on my birthday =( WAAAAHH!

I'm DREADING tomorrow. OHMYGOSH! I have class from 8-5, then first day back at work, they got me doing effin' markdowns. Heck, I have to go to work when the mall closes, so I'll end up getting off at like 1 in the morning? YA. FML. Luckily I don't have any classes the next day...WHEWWWW! Now that I'm back working, I hope they don't schedule me for like, my birthday, and my parties and all the important dates! February is filled with lotsa events! LOVE LOVE LOOOOVE! I wonder what my baby is getting me for valentines.................................HMMMPP.............flowers would definitely be WONDERFUUUUL! Hahaha...

SO, I've been hearing, the college strike is supposed to be happening the day AFTER my birthday aka FEBRUARY 11 2010...I wonder if this strike is actually going to happen. School is hella stressing me out, I feel like I'm never going to get anywhere in life. I just wish I win the lottery so everything can be nice and dandy for EVERYONE, not just me, lahat! *SIGHHHH

ANYWAYS, I MISS MY BUBBIE, I'M GOING TO SIGN OFF THIS, SHUT THE COMPUTER DOWN, GET READYS FOR BED, LAY DOWN AND CALL MY BABY <3

xoxo bitches!