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11.29.2009 2:02 PM
Okay, so I was rereading my past entry (the bottom one) and I see that I have a new comment. No one really comments on my entries so I got excited. LOL, so I click to see who commented and some asian chick commented with like, chinese letters? Hi, I'm not chinese, sorry to burst your bubble. So I'm like...who's blog is this...so I click to check out her blog and I see this half naked asian chick, ew. I didn't bother going any further than that. Weirdos.

ANYHOO, today is SUNDAY! 3 more weeks of school left, holy mother eff. I'm supposed to be doing my 1500 word essay that's due this tuesday but clearly, I'm loafting. I just had spam, eggs and fried rice. Typical filipino breakfast, teehee.

I'm finally working this saturday back @ nike. What what. I hope I get more shifts because I need the moooola, seriously. It's such a bummer being broke near Christmas =( AHH. I already vented towards babe, so he knows how I feel. Har har.

I should start my essay now, tootles.
MW2
11.27.2009 10:33 PM
I've been here since 7 and the bf has been playing mw2 for the past how many hours now...I swear, this game makes him bust out in anger like no tomorrow it's kind of scary. I wish I had video recording on my cell but unfortunately I don't. I know he loves his game, but I'm here =( Whatever, this is what I get for falling inlove with a gamer.

Today was a bit whacko jacko. The bf and I ended up arguing about a stupid little thing because he THOUGHT I was checking out some next guy which TRUTHFULLY I WAS NOT! Gooooodness!!! But whatever, that didn't last too long haha. We were waiting for the effing train at St. George and it literally took about half an hour. Why? I do not know. And they expect us to pay $3 for this service? Bullshit. Honestly, I was venting earlier because are they serious with raising the prices for a fucking ride? So you're telling me that for instance, if I wanted to visit someone, it would literally cost me $6 to get here and there. WOW. WOW. BUUUULLSHIT. I'm just so annoyed with this whole ttc prices and how it's not stable. Gad.

Anyways, the bestfriend is on her way to pick me up from sherborne. Yay. I love heeeerrr!

PS, BABE IF YOU READ THIS, I'M, SLIGHTY UPSET 'CAUSE YOU KEEP PLAYING YOUR GAME WHEN YOU KNOW I'M ABOUT TO LEAVE SOON =(
Late Night Rant
11.26.2009 2:10 PM
So this was my late night rant from last night that I didn't get to post...lol...

Its almost 1:30am and I'm talking to the bestfriend on bbm. Gosh we're talking about school and work and having to balance all this stuff especially with the boyfriends that we got. I'm going back to my job at Nike. I haven't worked since the summer and its funny because they still kept me around but never scheduled me. I'm guessing zara and aritzia didn't work out so its fine I guess because technically I have a job now. Har har. I hope by Christmas I can have enough money to buy presents for people?

On a much more random note, I have the best boyfriend ever. Not to brag or anything but we have the best relationship ever! LOL, honestly, I've experienced a 3 year relationship prior to the one I'm in now with Fausto and I can honestly say that I've been missing out...no offence to my ex-boyfriend but honestly, I've experienced so much more now then before. I feel like I'm in a mature relationship where I can honestly see myslf taking this to the next level. Well, not now, like I mean in the future obviously, haha. Its just sooo, different if you know what I mean. I've experienced it all I think. Even though I'm 19 I'm pretty sure I've experienced the highs and the lows. But as of right now, I'm loving what I'm feeling. We see each other eye to eye and we're on the same level...most of the time! Haha jokes, but even though we have those little arguments, we promised each other that we would talk things out rather than yelling and getting mad at each other because that just puts everyone in a bad mood and wastes time as well! "Communication beh!" Oh gosh, I freaking love you to death.

On another side note, LOL, I freaking love my bestfriend. We just had the funniest bbm conversations ever. But that's for us to know and for you to never find out :) But one thing I can share is that she wants to get a tatoo sometime next year...and I suggested bestfriend tatoos!! Hahahaha! She is my bestfriend, my advisor, my sister from another mister, my bitch, my slave...LOL jokes on the last two but I love her to death. We've been through it all, truuuusst. I love her I love her I love her - no homo! But yeah, times are hard right now but we're still there for each other...xoxo!

Okay time for bed! GOOD NIGHT :)
VENT #1
11.25.2009 6:27 PM
Okay, so I'm trying to study for my math test for tmrw. I just finished my 15% assignment that's due tmrw. I'm in the computer room 'cause I use the computer desk to do my homework and shit rather than sitting crouching on my bed. So my dad is here watching his TFC and my brother is in here talking to his girlfriend on the phone. I'M MORE ANNOYED OF MY BROTHER BEING ON THE PHONE WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND, THEY'RE SO FUCKING ANNOYING, OMGOSH!!!! HONESTLY, SHE TURNED MY BROTHER INTO A FUCKING PANSY, EW. FUCK. I hate her and she's annoying. She's been loafting on this IPHONE SHIT TOO..it's been like fucking 3 months since she told my brother that she bought him an IPHONE, it's always oh tomorrow, oh next week, oh tomorrow, oh my sister's boyfriend has it to upgrade it, oh tomorrow, OH GIVE ME A BREAK. IF YOU DON'T HAVE IT, THEN STFU AND DON'T SAY THAT YOU HAVE THE FUCKING PHONE. Honestly, I'm just so cheesed 'cause she talks too much shit. URG.
2-4
11.24.2009 2:26 PM
24 more freaking days 'till this semester is over. I really honestly need to step it up. I know that I can do better but I'm such a slacker and procrastination is my best friend right now. Seriously, I shouldn't even be blogging right now 'cause I have so much stuff to do! Let's see...

- Major English Essay due in TWO WEEKS - just starting my draft today...
- Math Test THIS THURSDAY, fucking radicals I don't know shit...
- Critical Thinking Assignment due THIS THURSDAY...
- Environmental Science Assignment #2 due NEXT FRIDAY! ...omfg

Honestly, the only course I'm worried for is Math. I skipped so many classes that I'm at the point where I don't know what's going on in class. There are some days where I come to class and I have a fucking test and all I get for some help is a formula sheet that I don't know what to do with. Luckily it's multiple choice...so far I've been passing my tests...haha. But still, this shouldn't be an excuse, I have some time left and I should start doing shit...URG...this is SUCH a BAD habit...!!!
surprise!
11.23.2009 1:13 PM
I'm sitting here on babe's futon waiting for him to come home from school. He thinks I'm at home but I'm here =) Hehe, drove to school today to hand in my assignment, wow never driving down there again! So freaking traffic I tell you!!

I can't properly type write now 'cause I'm on babe's small ass tiny micro-laptops LOL shoot, I'm gunna cook food =)

spam and eggs? aand some fried rice? mmmMmm...
h-o-m-e-w-o-r-k stinks.
11.22.2009 8:08 PM
Today was officially my homework day. I've been waking up at decent times this weekend including today! Well maybe it's 'cause I had stuff to do. Friday was absolutely the most exhausting day of my life. Honestly, I woke up around 5ish in the morning and was in school from 8-6! Then I had dinner at this sushi place on yonge with babe and his cousins. YUUM.

Saturday was fun, it wasn't has hectic as I thought it would be but I had to get up early for an interview at Zara. It was alright but I hope I get the aritzia one (yn) *fingers crossed* Went to beh's apartment and cooked up an omlette 'cause I was alone =( So, the plan that day was to check out this black/tan morkie in pickering 'cause babe and I was PLANNING to get it for $650. I called him and he told me he sold it on friday. I WAS SOOOO BUMMED =( BOOO! It's okay though, I can wait...................LOL.............but I'm still sad =(

Later went to fairview to go check out the sales at aritzia 'cause it was babe's cousin's birthday. Bought the gifts and went to his cousin's place. Dayum, they are hella loooooooooouuudddd hahaha, they have such a big family and I'm used to like such a small family. Altogether babe has like 10+ cousins and me? Well including my brother there's 5 of us. LOL. I know, and I'm the oldest one and the only girl. Yeaaahh. Okay well, there's my weekend story...

PS, BABE I MISS YOU!!
me and mr.library
11.20.2009 10:19 AM
I think this was the first time in a long while I went to my 8am math class on friday which is today. Lol, major slackage. I'm so scared for that class. I just want to pass and will make up for my low marks next semester! Shits. Anyways, I'm sitting in the library and this time I brought my laptop :) I have a 3 hour lecture at 12 then a 3 hour class at 3...I'm going to be so tired by the end of the day.

SUUUUSHHIIIIIII tonight with babe and his cousinnsss, GAD I'm already starvingggg =( I'm sleepyyy and tiredd and hungrryyy and tiiirreedd and sleepy hahaha. I don't feel like blogging right now so bye. LOL.
har har...
11.19.2009 3:17 PM
I wonder if this is going to work. I'm blogging from my blackberry via internet 'cause - don't think there seems to be an application? Although that would be unbertastic if you ask mee :)

I'm sitting on my school library in one of these cubicles. I've been here for an hour and a bit now just reading the chapter I have to study for because of my quiz that's coming up in my next class. Yeah I didn't bother bringing my laptop because I know that its going to distract me with fb, youtube and all these gossip sites and online shopping...haha.

So this morning I got a call from ZARA but I missed it 'cause I was sleeping haha. But she left a msg telling me to call her back and so I did. She asked me if I could come in for an interview this Saturday @ 12 and obviously I was like "Of course!"...Hopefully ARITZIA or ZARA works out, if they both work out I'm just going to have to pick one lol.

Saturday is going to be a busy day for me that's for sure! I got my interview, then I'm going to drive up all the way to pickering to see that little pup! Bhe and I are debating whether or not we should get one but I'd sure love to have one, they are just the cutest things in the world! :) Then I don't know?! I swear I have so much more planned? Haha well whatevs.

Gunna get back to studying! Tooootles :)
it's almost time...
11.18.2009 6:26 PM
So...Christmas is fast approaching and I'm broke. Har har. I just had a group interview today @ fv for Aritzia. Jeez, I absolutely hate interviews because I know I can work well and stuff but when it comes to talking about my skills, I get so nervous that it can kill me - I swear! Let's just hope I get that job 'cause I really want to start working again and I miss getting pay cheques! Hahaaaa.

We're at WEEK 11 and soon to be WEEK 12. Second sem is done on WEEK 15...holy cow! I'm almost done! This is the time to get my act together, attend all my classes, and give 101% in everything I do. I'm just scared for Math 'cause I've been slacking and not attending class =/ URG, I'm going to talk to my prof tmrw to see what I can do to raise my mark a bit. I know I'm not failing, but I don't want my mark to be in the 50's either. Hmpp...

The weekend is coming but it feels so far! Maybe its because my classes end at 6 on thursday and fridays which is a total bummer! When winter registration comes, I'm going to be sure I do that asap so I have no 8am class nor any classes that end at 6pm! Honestlyyyyy.....

Aaaand I have a test to study for tmrw! Okay byebye!
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11.16.2009 8:30 PM
Life is FULL of surprises
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11.14.2009 6:14 PM
A BIG QUESTION MARK ON MY MIND...
...i don't know what's going on with me
WEEK 10
11.09.2009 3:19 PM
Can you believe it? It's week 10 already meaning I got 5 more weeks left of SEMESTER 1 then 2 weeks of Christmas vacay! Gosh, this Christmas is going to be bittersweet. Bitter because I have no job which equals no money to buy people gifts and sweet 'cause this is going to be my first Christmas with bhe :) aaand I hope he pulls through with having Christmas dinner with my pamilia!

So, last Friday, I went to town centre with bubbie and passed by PJ's pet. I requested if I could see one of the puppies so I could hold it and stuff. AAAND I did just that. Hehe. I held a baby Yorkie. OMGAWW, I instantly fell inlove! She was tooo cuuuute! After that day, I wouln't stop thinking about getting one! I've been doing some madd research for a legit breeder for a morkie which is 1/2 maltese & 1/2 yorkie...BEST OF BOTH WORLDS! I came across one and they're a breeder in GTA, but hell..they're selling their pups for $2000...I'm or, BEH is willing to pay $800 max ;) Hahaaaa, maybe I'm just obsessing it now 'cause I just held one over the weekend? BUT STILL! I WAAANT! And plus, beh and I could keep it at his apartment since they have no problemo with pets....*fingers crossed* let's just hope I find one =(

PEACE!
it's you and me baby :)
11.06.2009 2:03 AM


you are what keeps me sane babe, love you :)
"QUICK! DUMP ALL THE CANDY IN THE BAG!"
11.03.2009 11:46 PM
LOL, Halloween was soooo fun. I had soooo much fun trick or treating with my cousins and boyfriend :) Thanks bay for watching the kids and carrying our bags of candy while I went trick or treating with them! heheheeee...I was some sorta devilish angel, i had the red halo and red wings and my red wand which was like a mini pitch fork but then I lost it somehow! Urg, oh well, my cousin Justin was some gory looking skeleton, my other cousin Jaden was a vampire and my youngest cousin Dunstan was a fireman! SO CUUTEE!! His hat kept flying and beh and I would have to chase it! Hahahaaaa, soo funnnnn! At one point there was this house that left their box of candy outside and me and my cousins took the whole thing - WELL, it was beh's fault 'cause he came and dumped the whole thing in our bags! BAD BAD BAD!! Hahaha we took all the candy =/ WHOOPS. Teheheheee...Next year though I wanna go all out with costumes and go to a party or something? Halloween is going to be on a Sunday so whatevzzz..!

SOO WHAT WENT DOWN TODAY?
Woke up and went to my 3 hour english class...BORING AS HEEELLL! I was on fb, perezhilton, justjared and msn the whole time! Hahaha sooo not paying attention, yikes! S'AAALLL GRRAAVVVYYY!!! Came home at 1:45 ish and wanted to pick up beh from school but he got out at 2:00 so I would have to make him wait. SOOO I did some errands for my mamajama on sheppard and beh called telling me he's gunna check out his apartment...bahaha he was probably just too excited and wanted to test out his keys ;) SPEAKING OF KEEEYYSS, he gave me a spare key for the apartment and a key for the lobby :) WHUTWHUTT! This is MY place noww! bwuahhahhaaaa, just kidding, the plan originally was to get the new key for me but there was there superman key from keyman that we saw and so he used that key for his apartment...so I basically have the original...his key looks cute though haha...but yeahh...we ended up chilling at his new place even though there was nothing in there yet, hahaha well we didn't exactly chill, we were waiting for Steph to come by 'cause she wanted to check the place out...ended up spending like an hour writing how the essential things he needed...and listening to music and dancing like retards LOL, I was so hyper today, gooosh....

ANYWAYS, no school tmrwww :) I gotta start my essay and all that jaaazzzz! GAH!
Okay, GOODNIGHT :)