What can I say? This week has been HELL. I've never thought that MY FAMILY out of all families would experience what we've experienced. There were definitely tears, but not tears of joy. Tears of sadness, disappointment and anger. I still can't wrap my head around the whole situation 'cause I'm still in fucking denial. I never thought this would happen AGAIN. I really don't know what else to say but that I'm disappointed and still upset. It will take time for me to understand it all and accept it? I really don't know what to expect this year.

What can I say...
TIMES ARE HARD...