When everything seems so right, why does it all go wrong?
I honestly don't even know what I'm feeling right now...I just have so much on my mind that I don't even know where to start off...I think I'm just really exhausted from the weekend plus I'm ranting off with this excruciating pain in my head! I'm being such a drama queen. Blah. It just sucks. The weekend really opened my eyes and tested out our relationship. Honestly, I just wish you KNEW and UNDERSTOOD how much I DEEPLY care about you. I know you'll tell me that you know how much I love you, but I don't know if you TRULY understand! I'm so frustrated and it hurts me to make sure that you think I'm going to do something shady to you - which I know for a dead fact that I will never do something to hurt you. I know I may be the STUBBORNEST girl you've met but that doesn't mean I'll never stop loving you. You tell me its "hard to believe" and I don't what to say anymore for you to believe me when I say that I'll never ever hurt you. What makes you think I want to leave/hurt you?! I'm just scared 'cause I feel the same way you do. I know call me crazy, but I don't know whats making me feel this way. I just wished I had more assurance? (If that's even a word) GAH! Love makes you do crazy things. I'm telling you. AHHH.

Ever since we had our major argument, its been so different. (This part is about someone else now, just so you don't get confused) In all honesty, I don't like your girlfriend. I think that she brings out the worst in you when she should be bringing out the best in you. I just don't like her. She's...how do you say this....WHACK. Seriously. She's madd annoying too! It just feels so weird, I feel like we're so distant now 'cause you're always with her or have to bring her. I don't even know how to say this to you either. I can see you trying to talk to me but I always brush you off in a rude way. AH. I don't want us to be like those sibling that don't know shit about each others lives. I don't know how to fix this...

this shit is whack. fak.